I was having a little bit of trouble coming up with something to write about today. Anyone that knows me knows that I usually have a hundreds of things going through my head at any given time and sometimes have trouble focusing in on one. Crissy suggested that I do a random page post so here I go. I’m currently re-reading Fifty Shades Darker on my iPad, so i closed my eyes, and randomly stopped on a page (or location with the iPad kindle app.)
” Can I give him up? Do I want to give him up? It’s as if he’s flipped a switch and lit me up from within. Its been an education knowing him. I have discovered more about myself in the last few weeks than ever before. I’ve learned about my body, my hard limits, my soft limits, my tolerance, my patience, my compassion, and my capacity for love.”
At this point in story, while Ana is hyper aware of what hers and Christian’s relationship has done for her. She still is not sure that she can be the person that Christian and his “Fifty Shades of fucked up” needs to help him become a whole and healed person. While we all know that she does wind up coming to terms with hers and Christian’s issues as individuals and as a couple. I think that the majority of us are not looking for so much baggage when starting a relationship. Do you think you would stay around with someone who had more baggage than the average bear? An ex-wife or husband, kids, debt, prison terms, what is too much for you to handle and what would it take to make you stay?